Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me (totally sung off key), seriously my singing voice will make dogs howl, I inherited that honestly from my mom (sorry mom lol).
Is it considered too gauche to do a blog about my birthday, nahhhh why not LOL. I only turn 34 once. See I'm one of those women who has no problem what so ever to give my age. It isn't like it is a national secret or something LOL. Honestly I don't think anyone cares that what age I am lol.
I've been through a lot on my life (some of it my my doing, some by others doing) with both good and bad things happening. But I believe every experience has been good for me. I've learned from my mistakes (at least I really hope I have lol). I'm in a happier place overall in my life. Granted I still want to loose 133 lbs (Y'all will only see that number once!!!!!!), still waiting on getting my greencard, paying off debt and getting my credit in order again (darn ex), maybe move to a place that isn't as hot and humid (have y'all been outside yet, it's seriously hot lol), a different job would be nice, maybe get a car that I can afford to drive and run the ac at the same time, love to have a house with a yard (for my babies) and a pool (for me LOL), and I want to met a special guy, get married again but this time it will be a good marriage!.
Overall I really can't complain. I'm in pretty good health regardless of being overweight, my babies are in good health and ageing gracefully (ok Sonja is anything but graceful but whatever lol), things are falling into place.
My birthday will always have a bittersweet feeling to it. Today is also the 2 yr anniversary of Patachou going to the rainbow bridge. It def is getting easier to think about him. I don't cry like I did but remember so many of the good times we had together. I still miss him like crazy but feel so blessed for having had him in my life. I know we will met up later when it's my time to go. I hope to have another heartdog in my life. I love my girls, all 4 of them, but it isn't the same. I don't have that bond I had with him. And if he is the only heartdog I have then I was so lucky to have had him!
I hope everyone has a wonderful day and a bright future :)